Cassiopeias .



DeniseeeeChuaaaa .
I got no mood to post anything right now. But was bored. So. Decided to post rubbish. If it's possible. Choose one. Friendship or Love/Family. Which one will you choose? It's hard to decide right? Many people left scars in my heart. And. That scars still remained there. What hurting words you said to me. Will leave a big scar in my heart. And it'll remain as a nightmare in my memories and dreams. I'm not that strong like what people think. But I'm not that weak like what you guys think too. I'm just normal. I just wanted people to understand me. Pay attention to me. Is that even wrong? Why every time I did that, I got gossiped or worst. Insulted? Is it even wrong when I'm jealous of you having so much freedom? Is it a crime? Well. Before that. Think of this first.
How well do you know about me?
What school I'm in? What instruments do I play? What is my primary school? What POPs am I addicted to? What is my race? Why do I get headaches when I sit bus/cab? Why do I want to gain attention from people? Why am I jealous? And most importantly. Why do I want people do understand me?
You know all the answers here? Probably not. That shows you how well you know me. And how well you understands about me. Though I looked happy outside, laughing like crazy. But sometimes. I'm hurting inside. Do you know that? Happiness for me. Doesn't last forever. Misfortunes actually lasts longer than my happiness. So what my studies was good? Or better. Lousy. Would you even pay attention to me? That's fake. No matter how much I wanted to gain your attention. You'll ignore me. And you'll make me look like a retarded. And if I'm sad or emo. You'll start to notice me. Aren't that weird. And when I cried. You get worried over nothing. What's the point worrying went you don't even understand me at all. True friends. Would be the only one understanding you, supporting you all the way. I'm currently under some bloody stress. Don't ever stress me out with some bloody freaking problems you had right now. Unless it's big and serious like nearly break a friendship or what. Others. Like you failed your paper or whatever shit. Don't tell me for 'NOW'. Tell me next time. Currently. I got no time for that. Sorry.
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AmeliaChinMeiLeng, AndreaLeeXuanHui, MikuTanWeiLai and Jorine Ng Suan Tang. When you guys wanted to go out. I'm sorry to be the spoiler as I can't go out. It's actually not an excuse. It's either I'm too tired. Or I got band practices. Hopefully our friendship will last long. We became friends on 3rd January 2003/ 030103. As for you. MikuTanWeiLai. We typically became friends since we was in our diapers. Hahas. Maybe diapers? Who knows? If I'm not wrong. We became friends since Nursery. (: That's how long we knew each other. And. That shows how 'close' we are. We're typically together since 'BIRTH'! Haha! (:
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AmeliaTangShiHui, NgSili, NgHuimin and AdrianLuah! Thanks for today. I know I'm a annoyance to you guys. But just tolerate with me for another 3 more years. (: After that. We'll go our own ways. And probablybecome matured. Just in 3 years times alright? Oh and for that Adrian. Just tolerate my annoying self for 2 more years. (: I'm born like that. I'll try to change it if possible. Anything that you're unhappy with me, you can tell me. Anyways. I'm glad to have friends like you. Though you guys looks and sounds childish and annoying. When something serious happened, you'll all turn matured. Or probably 'CLOWNS'. (: Thanks for today. Thanks for making me laugh too. (: And. Sorry for being a SPOILER. :S
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SiLi: pull and poke your face! it's not messy , it's you don't understand , pig!
- LOL! It is messy! .___.

jeremy: i pressed alt+F4 AND CAME BACK AGAIN
- Nobody asked you to press alt + F4. LOL! And. Nobody asked you to come back again! LOL!